Connor, 27, films his every move to make sure he hasn’t harmed anyone. It’s just one of the compulsions he goes through due to his obsessive compulsive disorder – a mental health condition he has suffered from his entire life.
His distressing obsessions, otherwise known as intrusive thoughts, can lead him to believe he’s hurt or killed someone – something he experiences all day, every day.
Having tried endless therapies he’d nearly given up hope of recovery, but believes he has one last chance to overcome his mental illness – an innovative new treatment called Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation. But it costs.
Produced/directed by: Alex Gatenby
Filmed/edited by: Jemma Cox
Commissioning Editor: Kimberley Rowell
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